𓂁✦ GET TO KNOW ZAI ✦𓂁

𓂁✦ Zai | 23 | Freelance 3D artist, 5 years of Blender and Unity experience! | occasional 2D Artist ✦𓂁

HELLLO HIIIII!!!!
My name is Zai(zigh), I am a self-taught 3D artist that makes VRChat avatars and clothing for avatars!!
I am a black, demi-sexual, cis-female. I really love the ocean and sharks, it fuels a lot of my aesthetic choices, but I am a mainly a SceneCore Goth!
I enjoy a lot of artwork that is both 3D and 2D digital/traditional.
I have a very blunt attitude most the time, but I try to be as kind as I can.I struggle with ADHD, a severe case of anxiety, and APD. I apologize full heartedly if I tend to seem distracted, distant or cold because of these! I swear to you I am fully engaged in convos and love to talk to you guys!!Starting out as a 3D artist 5 years ago I think was both a good and bad choice, I got a very bad rep for how cruel I was to avatar rippers and how I handled a lot of conflicts. I was very hot-headed in the past due to the fact I was only protecting myself, by myself. I deal with a lot of people who claim to know me and will say their personal opinions about me while claiming it as a fact since they "knew me". There was/is only few people who TRULY knew me personally and have the right to say they knew me. And it's sad to say that some that did truly know me had been influenced to lie about me.Please come meet me in my group instances or my discord server, my sona is a shark but I promise you I don't bite anymore. I made a lot of aggressive decisions in the past that I am not happy about, yet my proudest choice is pushing on and correcting my behavior. If you've been told I'm mean or a bitch, a year ago THAT WOULD BE CORRECT!ANYWAYS I yap too much! Come find me in public instances on VRChat and talk with me, ask me things, form your own opinion of me!! I love interacting with you all and you guys have been proven to be really kind!